Maybe if I repeat it enough times it will sink in. Sink in deep and make me comfortable with it.
I always believed I like change, doing things differently ……..my soul would itch after a while of the same and beg for something different. As I leave a place that I have come to every day for the past 2 years, its not as simple as making a change. This has been my learning ground for a while. It hasnt just contributed to the professional side of me but also personal. This has been the ground where I have run and excelled at what I do, the ground where I have failed and faltered and fallen, the ground where I have pushed myself beyond my limits, the ground that has provided me the stability to do all of the above. This is where relationships have been formed and grown, where dealing with the dynamics of these relationships has been a lesson in itself. This is a place where I learnt to believe in myself.
Change is good, change is good, change is good…….
Its just harder than I thought it would be.
I realise that a bigger change is around the corner. I also realise I am looking forward to all these changes and the excitement in me is growing every day. Yet, the heart skips a beat at the thought of how hard it will be leaving a part of me behind………………