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Dear Lord, I ask for…. June 2, 2010

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Patience!!

It has been my  morning prayer today. Along with some amount of compassion (coz love would probably be asking for too much) and sensitivity (coz you are always asked to understand others’ points of view) and all those other things that make you a better person; that allow you to rise above certain situations; that make it easier to co-exist with others. I’m praying real hard.

Its one of those days when you make a list of all the good things in your life, all the things you love and count your blessing thrice (atleast!) ……so you can face the challenges and the crap and the crazy that comes your way.

Its one of those days when your eyes tear up for no reason, when nothing seems to go right (…your way), when most of your feelings border on hate, when there is so much anger and rage in you…you are certain the steam is blowing out of your ears.

Its one of those days when you can’t think of any other way to deal with the above mentioned emotions but to indulge in the most sinful, most gooey, most delicious chocolate cake……and I would do it (gosh sooooo tempted!) but it would be such a waste of the hours I put into the gym every week (….. and not to mention the amount of anger I may feel towards myself for such a sign of weakness!) Even worse what else may work is a stiff drink……(Worse is that thought coz it’s just noon right now!!)….maybe with some loud mind-numbing music and dancing till your legs hurt so bad you cant think straight……

The trip back home is a long way away. I hope I can stick it out till then………

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5 Responses to “Dear Lord, I ask for….”

  1. K Says:

    You can and you know that. You are stronger than your last weak spot. And then there’s that stiff drink too 😉

  2. anjuli Says:

    You always seem to know just what to say- how to describe the way we feel. You have such a way with words.

  3. red soul Says:

    patience is a virtue

    well, funny quotes aside, i think patience really makes things beautiful, or ugly.

    okay, again, funny quotes aside,
    i miss home too >:)<

  4. A Says:

    Your point taken 🙂 Nicely written.

  5. Nancy Says:

    Goodness even in those moods u keep ur head :-o…..in ur place I’d have defiantly indulged in more than 1 slice of tht sinfully delicious cake u were talking about 😦


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